Hello folks,

Doubt if anyone is gonna read this but I'm back at my blog. Haven't been writing here for an long time and don't really have an reason why, maybe because I didn't want to, maybe because I'm too busy I haven't got an clue. But got an message from ruby, and we seem to keep on missing eachother on yahoo messenger, so ruby if you read this please send an mail. I deleted an couple of entries since it turned out my blog was being abused by commercial jerks. OK last time I wrote here was almost over an year ago, lot and lots of things happened since then. Not gonna tell them all. It was an rocky year again, seems kids  and teenagers do have an tendency to rock your world. Actually it is going reasonbly well with them. Off course the youngest has the least of problems, she doesn't want to eat properly but that's it. She is now learnig to ride an horse and she is very good at it, after six lessons she is much better then most of them at that point, and she loves it, so that's good. The second lesson she had she already had an encounter with her horse, it went of on her, luckily she managed to stay on, which was very well off her. Things are looking better for us, especially financially. My wife has an new job, we managed to cut back in costs more and easier then we thought so now we actually have some saving instead of only debts. L10 has passed her finals, and decided to work for an year before going on with her next study since she didn't have an clue what she would like to study. She has found something now, and will be starting school again next semester. She also lived on her own for an few months, but it turned out that wasn't so good for her. she felt really lonely. So she moved back in with us.When she starts school again she will have to try again since it is too far away from us to travel daily. Bas is doing very well, he is rising in his company and is also considering moving out ( about time he is almost 22) and is making more money then me, although it still isn't enough. They only still causing some worries is off course 3e although I have faith that it will get better. She is suffering an bad case of not respecting herself. That guy I talked about, eagle much older the her kind of dumped her by simply ignoring her, she didn't take that very well. After that one of the most terrible things happened. It turned out that my best friend ( almost 18 years) Joep(married by at that time) had talked her into having sex with him. She says she wanted it too, but I have much doubt about that. She is to integer to do that if she was thinking properly. Joep took advantage of her low self astame and tlaked her into it, I'm sure about that. Worse is that when I got suspicious and asked him about it he lied. I then forbid them both to have any contact, which he ignored. We found out for sure when 3e had left her hotmail account open and Marjolein discovered an mail from him with an naked penis in it. He didn't use his name but when I traced this mail, it turned out to come from the axact same computer as he was using at that time. When I confronted him with it he came up with al kind off excuses, which he is an master in. All possible but very unlikely. We then confronted 3e with this information and she luckily told us the truth. that she did had sex with him twce or three times i'm not sure on that, and she felt really terrible about it. And again Joep denied everything, he claimed 3e just wanted attention. And after that he has just been avoiding me, the fucking coward. And he should be avoiding me, cause I will break his bones if I have the change. And finally we found out that 3e does self-injury. So all in all an rocky yera. Gonna end now, hope to write more soon.

Hi there,
sounds like your life has been quite interesting lately. LOL I put your link on my page